SONG OF THE DAY: WARRANTED QUEEN – ARUM RAE
OH HEYYYYYYY! Sorry I didn’t get to you last week. Did ya miss me? OF COURSE YOU DID. D’UH.
I was bussaaayyyyyy! I (Pepper Moon) was asked to take part in The Wardrobe Exchange. It was a predominantly secondhand clothing experience with Edmonton’s fashion community selling the best of the best from their closets and small local boutiques selling new items at fantastic sale prices. I have shared this on my social media, but this is important to me, so ONE MORE TIME FOR THOSE IN THE BACK.
I have aways loved fashion and desperately wanted to express myself with my clothing, but in the past I seldom had that option. I would shop and attend events with my friends, dressing and styling them; unable to purchase anything for myself. No matter how much I wanted to take part, I always felt like I was on the outside looking in. This was the first time that I have legitimately been given the opportunity to be on the inside and it felt very poignant and moving to me.
I am fat.
I love fashion.
I am not alone.
We want the same things; beautiful, stylish, interesting pieces that allow us to align how we look with who we are and how we feel. It can be incredibly stifling and disheartening to experience a disconnect between the two.
Taking part in this event validated for me that I am right where I need to be, doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing. Bringing clothes to the people. Clothes that we actually want to wear.
They are having another one in the fall and I hope to see you all there. If anyone is interested in having a booth of their own, you can apply here.
https://www.thewardrobeexchange.com/fall2019
Yours Truly at The Wardrobe Exchange
The next day I took a tea leaf reading course with my friend Tasha. Who doesn’t want to learn that kind of stuff? We were told to really think about the questions we wanted answered before we started the reading. Mark and I have been talking a lot about closing our adoption file recently. We have been on a waitlist almost 5 years and it feels like it might be time. This one stings because the fact that we want children has not changed. But, unfortunately everything else around us has. We have been on this journey 10 years. 10 long years of waiting and wishing. There are so many things in life that we cannot control. The reminders of this have been painful and deep, especially in the last few years. But, what we can control is how much time we give and when to let go. It feels like we may have given enough of our love and life to this dream now. It might be time to start searching for our new dream. Every ending is a beginning, right?
So, of course all of the things that Tasha and I saw in my leaves referenced fertility and motherhood (yes I cried), but the symbols we saw didn’t just have one meaning. They also meant fresh starts, business ventures and new possibilities. THANKS A LOT TEA. Guess it’s back to living into our decisions. Only time will tell.
Found this. It helped a little 🙂
17000 feelings later and your gal was a bit out of sorts. What did I do? I got my mop lightened up and my brows redone! That’s what! Nothing like a bit of blond and a face tattoo to shift the ‘ol gears!
Who is she? What’s with the bolo tie?
THEN I went to see a drag show at the Hotel MacDonald! How amazing is that FANCY ASS sentence?
Get on my level
Signature cocktails, delicious eggs benny, some of my favourite people and mind blowing DEATH DROPS. It was Mark’s first drag show and I watched him as much as I watched The Queens. Every time they came crashing down, Mark would reel back and then whisper…to himself… “that’s my favourite move.” I COULD NOT have been more entertained.
I have the absolute BEST VIDEO that I CANNOT post here because I am CHEAP AF and REFUSE to pay for the premium plan. Please go check it out on my Instagram @bloobadiblahbadi. It’s worth it.
Get you someone who will pinch your Miami Vice nipples in front of a fancy hotel
Ding Dongs & Fancy Digs
Awkward besticles
I will leave you with a closer look at THE BOOTS. It’s like I heard you. You’re welcome.
The BOOTS
Your pal, Laura